pengemis eklusif

ada pengemis bilang : bu…saya belum makan

ibu : ini pak silahkan…..bapak ada anaknya?

pengemis : ada bu tiga…satu di unpad, satu di unpar satu lagi di ui

ibu ..(hmm hebat nih pengemis) : wah hebat ya pak anaknya..trus bapak gimana..

pengemis : iya bu…(lima ribuan dari si ibu ditunjukkin) ini juga buat ongkos kuliah….

~ Always and forever~ Diana ross

Always and forever
Each moment with you
Is just like a dream to me
That somehow came true

And I know tomorrow
Will still be the same
‘Cause we got a life of love
That won’t ever change and

Every day love me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me you really care
And we’ll share tomorrow together
I’ll always love you forever
Forever

There’ll always be sunshine
When I look at you
It’s something I can’t explain
Just the things that you do
And if you get lonely
Call me and take
A second to give to me
That magic you make and

Every day love me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me you really care
And we’ll share tomorrow together
I’ll always love you forever

~have you ever…~brandy

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can’t sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don’t come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You’d do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You’d give anything to make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for the words
to get you in their heart
But you don’t know what to say
And you don’t know where to start

Have you ever found the one
You’ve dreamed of all of your life
You’d do just about anything to
look into their eyes

Have you finally found the one
you’ve given your heart to
Only to find that one won’t
give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the
day when they will care

What do I got to do to get you in my arms baby
What do I got to say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
‘Cuz baby I can’t sleep

~matahariku….

MATAHARIKU

Tertutup sudah pintu-pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku…

` bukan cinta biasa`

Begitu banyak cerita
Atas suka ada duka
Cinta yang ingin ku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa

Dua keyakinan beda
Masaalah pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu di paksa
Tak perlu di cari
Kerna ku yakin ada jawabnya…ohhh

Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin,
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawabnya…

Janji terikat setia
Masa mengubah segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa

Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata..ohh

Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir
Tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawaban…

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu di paksa
Tak perlu di cari
Karna ku yakin ada jawabnya…ohhh

Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawabnya…ohhh

Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata….

Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir
Tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu….
Jawaban…

~secret garden~ bruce springteens~

She’ll let you in her house
If you come knockin’ late at night
She’ll let you in her mouth
If the words you say are right
If you pay the price
She’ll let you deep inside
But there’s a secret garden she hides

She’ll let you in her car
To go drivin’ round
She’ll let you into the parts of herself
That’ll bring you down
She’ll let you in her heart
If you got a hammer and a vise
But into her secret garden, don’t think twice

You’ve gone a million miles
How far’d you get
To that place where you can’t remember
And you can’t forget

She’ll lead you down a path
There’ll be tenderness in the air
She’ll let you come just far enough
So you know she’s really there
She’ll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She’s got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away

~never ever ~ all saints

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I’ve done wrong
and how long it’s been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I’ll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I’m going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find

My head’s spinning
Boy, I’m in a daze
I feel isolated
Don’t wanna communicate

I’ll take a shower, I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah

Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can’t find

I’m not crazy
I’m sure I ain’t done nothing wrong, no
I’m just waiting
‘Cause I heard that this feeling
won’t last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I’m feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I’ve had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I’ve Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I’m feeling, yeah, I just don’t feel right

I’ll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don’t wanna hurt no more

I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain – going insane
My heart aches, yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can’t find

I’m not crazy,
I’m sure I ain’t done nothing wrong
I’m just waiting
‘Cause I heard that this feeling won’t last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I’m feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I’ve had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I’ve Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I’m feeling, yeah, I just don’t feel right x4

You can tell me to my face,
You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
‘Cause I really need to know

doa yang baik dan benar…

haaa..udah lama gak meluangkan waktu buat diri sendiri…ckckck…terlalu luar biasa hidup ini ..widiiih dalem banget…

embueeerr….miris banget kalo inget..saya mendzolimi diri sendiri…untuk menyenangkan orang lain selalu punya waktu…tapi untuk diri sendiri boro-boro..sigh…

tapi ada saat-saat dimana saya mempunyai impian untuk menebus kedzoliman atas diri saya sendiri…pengen meluangkan satu hari ada di pantai dan berteriak sekencang-kencangnya…atau mungkin tidur di rumah sakit supaya badan ini bisa relaks selama 24 jam merecharge badan yang sudah kecapean ini…anehnya..meskipun bisa..saya tetep gak pernah melakukannya hehehe…

masih muda gini kok yaa..ngerasa udah capek lahir bathin…apa yaa obatnya…bolak balik nanya ke Alloh..ya alloh..saya mah ridho mau dikasih ujian apa aja..selama saya masih teteup disayang olehMu. tiap tahajud..mintanya dikasih anak2 yg sholeha..minta supaya orangtua diampuni dosa2nya diterima amal ibadahnya..minta supaya keluarga menjadi sakinah..selalu lupa penutupan untuk  minta obat penyembuh dan pe’lega’ hati.. :(

pas dhuha..gitu lagi..mintanya rejeki yang lueeebaaar…yang halal…yang berkah..eh lupa lagi minta supaya adem hati..lancar napas..ringan melangkah…

pas sholat hajat…yang keinget cuman kepengen punya rumah 5 kamar yang ada tamannya yang bikin si sulung bisa ngajak temen2nya…yang bisa bikin si kriting bisa maen masak2an..dan bisa bikin si panjul lari-larian jumpalitan…lah dalah lagi-lagi lupa minta doa buat diri sendiri…  

nah pas lagi doa minta buat kebaikan diri sendiri…eh ..suara-suara nyaring …manggil…ada yang naekin pundak  ada yang minta temenin maen pianika…sigh…Ya Allah engkau maha melihat..maha mendengar…maha mengetahui..apabila..terdengar doa dari ninies binti R. soeninto mohon jangan dimasukkan ke mailbox Ya rabbi…kabulkanlah..doa dan harapan ibu dari tiga anak ini…bantu dia untuk tidak mendzolimi dirinya sendiri. amiiiiiiin…

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